AmCan1, seems like you know most of which you need to do to do what you want to do.
Now, do you know what to actually do to get to where you want to go? Can you and will you do that effectively or will you continue to do what you've been doing, expecting different results?
These are things you will have to honestly consider. If you believe you will improve doing the same old, well...
You will have to do something which you have not done yet to get that jolt and thrust you into the next realm.
I did more or less the same old for years and kept expecting better/different results. It does not work. It's delusional.
My jolt was the live paid room which gave me the horse power to realize the potency of that room/idea. Knowing this I searched for a better room after the first one was exhausted. In the past I was very adverse to paying for a trading room. That was a naive and stupid notion. I wish I was not so financially closed minded in retrospect. The fact I was paying a monthly fee seemed to wake me up to what was being taught there, the visible results of that and hence the eventual epiphany. That room within a few months saved me years of the same old and its associated losses/frustrations that kind of thinking and activity brings.
Different things/activities/angles really do bring different results.
Think about what you are not doing and then try that.
Good luck in your quest.
TS